There have been many books that have spoken to me on such an immediate and profound level that I have literally wanted to jump out of my chair and immediately get to work! One of those such books is Fibershed by Rebecca Burgess. I talk a bit about this book in my recently blog post -- Books on Sustainability -- and have read through it fully twice.
The first time I read through it, I immediately began researching the types of fibers I could produce in my own backyard. I researched goats and rabbits and cotton (of course) and hemp and linen and various weeds that could be made into fiber. I'm sure it will come as no surprise that I felt completely overwhelmed by all the choices and possibilities.
I also quickly discovered that certain items weren't legal for me to grow without special permits (cotton and hemp), and others just weren't feasible considering the current plot of land I have / time I can dedicate to such tasks (goats and rabbits). Linen was still an option, even after all of the others fell out of favor. But by the time I had arrived to this conclusion, I was already feeling burnt out and on edge. So I tabled the idea for nearly a year, opting to support local farmers for some of my fiber needs.
It wasn't until I saw Kate from @in_a_haystack begin her own journey into growing fibers for cloth that I began to feel that inspiration creeping back into my mind. What once seemed overwhelming and too challenging to take on by myself started to feel like a possibility! I just needed to break it down, step-by-step, and only worry about what was directly in front of me.
And so it officially begins!
I have taken the leap and purchased some seeds specifically for growing linen! I have started the beds and planted the seeds in each. They are currently covered with netting to prevent the squirrels from getting in to them and harming the tender seedlings as they begin to emerge. And of course I wander out to the beds to check on them every day, seeing if the first sprouts have begun to peek up through the soil.
Hint: They HAVE!!
I am both excited and terrified and mesmerized and thinking this was a wild idea and totally enamored with what this entire project might mean. I keep telling myself that this is just an experiment, and it's totally ok if it doesn't pan out. But at the same time, I find myself worrying over the little flax plants that don't yet exist, asking myself questions like: Will these seedlings ever sprout? Is the rain the next few days going to drown them? Will the flax plants thrive? Will I be running through beautiful flowers soon? Is it going to get too hot in just a few months time? Did I plant them too early? Or too late?
I know that worrying will do me no good. The wheels have already been set into motion, and now all I can do is wait for them to begin to grow! I hope that you all enjoy taking this journey with me. By the end, it would be so cool to have cloth that was grown and spun and woven by my own two hands. And to truly discover just how much goes in to producing the cloth we use as sewists.
If anything happens, I do believe that my relationship with fabric will fundamentally be altered. That is an incredibly exciting concept, don't you think?